Bad Luck!!

This week seems like a bad luck to me.. Monday.. supposingly have a few candidates to turn up to office for interview.. ended up most of the candidates postpone the interview and ended up only 2 attended. After that I received a phone call from my hubby saying that the management for our housing area has requested a bond if we are conducting Renovation. I've called up the person in-charge and argued with them. Gosh.. why people can be like that where the responsibilities was not taken and force us to take action to solve the problem? Then on Tuesday, my boss was supposed to talked to me regarding my promotion and increment.. worst was I got scolded just because I proceed to inform my admin to purchase another chair which only cost RM172.00. Hello.. a chair is meant to be used for new comers and it will last for at least 2 to 3 years. Apart from that, he prolonged and refused to talked to me about the increment and inform that he will speak to me on Wednesday. So on Wednesday.. I had some candidates that supposed to come in for an interview. Because of dad's car which overheated for no reason. I was stuck at USJ 1 and was forced to postpone all my interviews to Thursday and Friday. Thank God that my hubby managed to come in time to exchange the car with me and I only managed to reach office at 1030am. Then mum started calling, asking me for a favour to drive down to Damansara Utama to picked up some documents for her client, which I did after that I just left and picked Isaac up and went straight home. I was so exhausted by then and managed to take my dinner at only 8pm. Today, 22nd July 2010 (Thursday) it was another bad luck day for me.. As I was driving mum and Isaac to Subang Jaya, my Kia Rio turns to start overheating and forced me to stop at Sunway. Was so concerned about my candidated being postpone I called my hubby again for him to rescue me. Everything was fine and I was lucky enough to stop by the housing area and managed to get some water to cool and fill up the car. We were stucked there for close to 20 minutes, and I managed to drop Isaac at Auntie Jenny's place. While I was on the way to mum's office to drop her off, my car was started giving me problem and I was forced to stop in front of those shop houses at SS18 Subang Jaya. When hubby reached, I finally exchange car with him again and rush to send mum to office. By the way I was on my way to the office, hubby called and informed that the car was fine when he took over and did not overheat at all... Gosh.. what a bad day where 2 cars died on me just the different of 1 day. Hopefully everything will go smoothly and finger cross no more unpredict accidents or situations going to occur on me again!!

Miserable

Its been a long time since I've logged in to update this blog.. I was questioning myself again..!!

Was having insomnia throughout the entire week and question keep popping out from my mind... why ? why what? I myself can't even answer.. things and situation has made me into this zombie mode.!!

My past have been like a constant flash back these days. I've been having images of my past and thinking what I should focus for my present and start plan for my future. But what is my present? Career? Family?

Seems like everything is a need for me to stay focus on. Career is important for me as this is where it provides me income in order to provide for my 2 boys. Apart from that being in the Advertising industries really gives me less opportunity to spend time with my boys needless to say about my parents nor family.

I'm trying very hard to balance my working life and my personal life. But the pressure given is really hard to absorb. My role in the company becomes important recently as I was promoted to a management post, which means I've to bear more responsibilities in problems solving.

Boss is not supportive at all, everything he wants to be in control. Then what should I really do?

How I wish I could just switch myself off and just sit back relax and spend time with my family. I think this will make me feel more happy...